Living Water

Damn it's been a long time since the last time I wrote anything here but hey I believe it's time. Right now as of 11:13 on this Tuesday, I thank GOD, I thank GOD for giving me so much to offer to another human being and to this world. I thank GOD for everything that he's given me, sometimes I feel overwhelmed by his grace and mercy, especially since I've begun my studies at Texas Southern University. I'm begining this thing again because last night my comp. messed up thankfully a chunk of it was saved, but what I was saying was I just feel thankful for all that I have. I was feeling restless like I wanted to be alone, and at the same time wanted to be around people, or lonely rather; maybe you know how that goes, maybe you don't but any way there is a problem on my mind that strikes me now and really won't leave. There's this guy at my school and I just have a huge crush on him and I don't even know exactly why I mean he's not the only fine smart guy i've seen in my lifetime or at this school even so why is he different what was it about him. The only way I can explain it is, I think it's in his energy. There's only one age old problem.... He's straight, now I usually don't even look at straight guys as far as trying to pursue a relationship because I know it could never be, no matter how fine or smart I percieve you to be, but this guy, ehhh I don't know he's given me signs but he's never really around enough for anything to happen, and all over his facebook is this crap about women and oh lady's want so much but don't know how to handle a guy who wants to treat them right. He went into describing the woman he wanted and I was thinking he's not gonna be happy cuz I believe he really wants a man, lol and yea you guessed everything he described was right up my alley but hey he'll have to come to his own realizations, now whether or not he comes to this realization in time to get Muah is an entirely different story... hope he does though... in any case I've got to keep pushin and movin right along in school. Ya know this whole situation reminds me of Noah's Arc, the T.V. Show, they've dealt with similar issues who knows any way I'm signing out, until next time


Peace & Blessings