Living Water

Another lonely night curled up on the couch with some good movies wowsers *SideBar* (I get so lonely, can't let just anybody on me) any who I just watched uhhhhhhh I can do bad all by myself, Tyler Perry really needs to change up the game I mean I love him and all but damn I mean what change it up do something a little different cuz around the middle of the movie you start being able to understand exactly what's gong to happen. Any way lets focus on my being lonely. SideNote (I like the new Anthony Hamilton song, lol and I usually don't like him) any way yea I'm feelin like one youtube personality named xem van adams lol he's like, "Oh i'm just waiting for my husband and I'm ready to be in love" and I'm like the same way but I gets no love from the right dudes, as of now no dudes like it's been a long dry spell. I been single since like when.... like last Febuary. Man that's some ish. And like there was this guy named TR___ and I felt like he was givin me all types of play but then he kept goin on to talk about how he had a girlfriend and all the bullsh*t that comes with it cuz she doesn't do him right and all this but I think I already posted about the problems with that but I stopped feeling for him because I felt like he wasn't worried about me sooooooooo what am I supposed to do? Sit around and wait for him to call or contact me or some ish like that. As much as I feel i'm ready for love, and as much as I feel like or I liked him or whatever it's not even my steelo to hound someone of be the bugaboo charcter. If that means I sit at home on late Saturday nights and write in this thing instead of waking up early on Sunday mornings to tell about how happy my man made me when we were together on that Saturday night then so be it. So I think I'm outta here, I'm about to go watch Drag Me To Hell and possibly order the Beyonce I Am Dvd, oh and ps. I realized today when I was at the barber getting my hair lined up how much I love to be taken care of and pampered in the way of like getting nails done (never done it) or getting eybrows waxed (dide it once) or stuff like that, like I love getting taken care of like that lol but any way like always to any one who's read this

Peace & Blessings