I feel so off it's ridiculous. I can't eat but i'm hungry, I'm tired but I can't sleep and I just woke up, I'm lonely but I WANT to be alone ooh I'm just restless. I didn't get to go to my little job interiview thingy today :(
Lemme explain the real reason why I feel so downnnnnnnnnnnnnn. It's like I want to flee (lmaooooo at flee for two reasons) I want so badly to flee from this environment and get that apartment with those friends but how can I without a job and me getting a job keeps getting pushed back, I just wanna go, I feel like the place I'm at has grown sick of me anyway, annnnd on top of all that it's like everyone around me has someone, like someone right there to say be with them so they won't feel alone, my ties are not that tangible. I know I should be greatful but this is just how I feel right now theres more but that's all I care to share right now
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I've been feeling the same way a little lately myself. I mean that's why I wasn't trying to get excited yet. I just roughly believe in celebrating after the victory. Of course we ALWAYS keep the faith, and claim our victory before acheiving it, but we still just hold out and keep our feelings in the present moment. Its not in a negative way, but in a realistic way. My philosphy though. But no matter what try to keep that head up and I'll do the same, we're constantly facinf similar obstalces so you're not quite a lone in it, even though you feel like it.
And "Oh yes he flee like the pathetic, insecure, cowardly, loser he beeeee" (Drawing Together) lol
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