Living Water

Before I get into everything first I need to say that I really need to begin trying to do yoga I hear it's so freeing and peaceful ugg I wish my environment was more conducive to doing yoga and Ti-Chi, but it's kinda hard to be at peace when bay bay's kids stay outside and my sidewalks stay littered with trash :( sad. On to today's topic tho So today Cherokee posted a blog venting about his mom and I know all about their relationship and I know what he's saying is true and this ties into me because me and my mom go through things too, and while the situations aren't exactly the same there are similarities, which tie into the title listen. It's been my theme song lately see i've been listening to the lyrics and what not and it's been more and more fitting for me these past few days and weeks and then recently I watched Dreamgirls which further made me see that the song applied to me because Deena, Beyonce character was very much molded into what someone else wanted her to be and she didn't really know who she was until she found her voice and had to make the tough move and assert herself as who she was and all she wanted Curtis to do was listen. And this so applies to me especially when she says, "I'm done believing you, you don't know what I'm feeling" the you don't konw what i'm feeling part is so true cuz it's like they (parents) think they know you and they think they know what you're feeling and thinking and they often times don't especially mine cuz I don't let her in to much but she still think she know about me. I can't post the video that I want but yea I think you guys get the point so as always peace and blessings goodnight