Okay, so this is phase one of what I said in my last blog i'm getting outta this house and getting a job and spreading my wings (And so is my bro... he just don't know it yet) but yes okay so this is the story. I was with my friends Tyquan, Moses, and Darwin, and we were just out having lunch and just having guys day out soooo Moses and Tyquan (who are in a relationship) are looking for apts. so we went to view some models of some nice apts on the southeast side of Houston, really close to my school (T.S.U.) and while there we saw how nice they were but i wasn't really saying anything then tyquan was like it would be fun if you were here with us so me and Darwin started thinking. First I was like naww cuz I don't have a job and I need money for this kinda thing cuz it takes a little to move into somewhere ya know lol so yea then they was like oh we can get you put on at the job that we about to work at cuz you get hired on the spot etc. etc. and you start off making like $8.50 an hour so i'm like boom. The only other issue we have is we did kinda just meet and Myself, Tyquan, and Moses (and soon to come my bro) feel like we can get along easily like easily.... but Darwin we don't quite know sooooooooo yea and then theres mamma but what can she say I'm 18 lol this update kinda quick from the time that I last said I'd be getting out but hey God is a mysterious being. Any way I'm a little scared of being able to handle all my responsibilities but I know i'm capable and willing and wanting to do what I have to do to get where I want you know I don't even know why I'm scared cuz we sit here and we talk about ooooh I walk in light, and V-power, and P-power and S-power, and GOD power but then we act like we don't know we got it when it comes to things like this and big life decisions. We act like God will actually LET US fall I need to just face my fears and keep my life moving in an upward and foward direction thank you for reading
Peace & Blessings
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1 comments:
Yea I agree with you. We need to trust that after we've done all we can here, and we are taking the steps we can take for the moment, we have to KNOW that god will provide the next step and then from that step we take another and then let him help us with the next step. Its a pattern that we will learn to appreciate. I think I might have learned to or be learning to.
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