Living Water

Everyone has a mother and the relationships with those mothers vary. Well we're gonna talk about mine today. She stresses me out sooooo much, the way she talks to me, the fact that she never really seems interested in helping me but wants to reap the benefits of anything good around me I just don't know about this one. She makes me feel like she doesn't want me to be here, however she acts as if she doesn't want me to leave. And ya know I think the only reason she wants me here is because it's convinent to have me run to the store, or to go help with the groceries, or whatever other manual labor that I do around here. Oh and all the worse the motherf*ckin worse (lol Waiting To Exhale reference) she expects me to do things that i've never done and that I don't know how to do and that everyone else around me including her has had help doing. Like she'll just tell me to go get a job and I'm like how bout you take me job hunting... naw don't have time for or feel like doing that but want it done, matter fact that's her trademark phrase, "I want this kitchen clean, I want that car cleaned out, or etc, etc but ain't ever done anything her self. But yea it's just stressful and i'm tired of being here in this rat hole apartment it's horrible I KNOW for a fact that their are a multitude of people who are worse off than me but this is the life I lead I gotta end this by saying I'm trying for greatness and I'm headed for it too, I'm about to be an official college student and I'm determined to graduate with my Doctored when all is said and done however at this point in my life I feel like I have one foot in greatness and one foot in a mess Me and my brother need to get a job so we can a place get some of tha things we want and then get tha f*ck out and I mean that. Thank you for reading if ya did lol